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[*] posted on 9-10-2008 at 01:43 AM
Chad Randall Miller 1985-2004


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I thought I wud get this started and people can come here to speak about Chad or whatever.
As most of you know Chad was one of our more colorful members here at Gotblack.
I believe he did frequent other boards as well
but this is where I encountered him.
We became pretty good net pals
and did have many fabulous convos online.
Sadly he was found murdered in late November 2004.
The word got out quickly.
It spread like wildfire across the net and many of us were left in shock, first off just knowing he had died,
then realising it had been murder,
only to find out his brother Randy was responsible.
For those of us who knew Todeskampf,
aka Chad, in any way,
whether it be on the net or in real life,
we were fortunate enough to know true musical genius
and proof of that remains in his recordings
which can be found on various sites in tribute to him.
Chad was far too young to die.
He had so much left to do.
He was brilliant in so many ways and always one to share his ideas on satanism with me,
which differed from mine,
but that was ok because Chad did not really care
what you were into.
If he liked you, he liked you, end of story.
He certainly did enjoy debate and controversy and rose to the occasion at any time.
His offbeat sense of humour and dark persona made him completely unique amongst others.
And even tho he could sound as cold as steel,
he was always compassionate
and willing to hear out a friend.
He helped me alot when my ears started to give me trouble and for that I will always be grateful,
but most importantly he gave me something to smile about each time we spoke by u2u,
or messenger, which we did alot lol!
I miss Chad.
Many of us do.
His memory shall never fade nor his work be silenced
as he left us a legacy of unbelievable music and lyrics that will live on forever and ever.
This is for Chad.
Todie as I wud call him.
Rest in peace my dark bro.
Until we meet again.

Rev Stephania
In excelsi ego

Here are some sites dedicated to Chad.

http://web.archive.org/web/20070102013820/http://clinicaltorment.tk/

http://web.archive.org/web/20070102013820/http://www.gotblack.com/users/mr/ch...

http://web.archive.org/web/20070102013820/http://www.churchofmisanthropy.com/




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[*] posted on 9-10-2008 at 06:02 AM


Thank you... I was going to post that.



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[*] posted on 9-10-2008 at 06:09 AM


I was going through the archive thinking of things that needed to be posted again and this jumped right out at me.
Now we just need Steffie to come back.




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[*] posted on 28-4-2009 at 12:02 AM


I first heard Clinical torment when I was twelve and even though I was young, I thought it was so awesome. I still wonder as to why it and his other projects haven't yet been extreme mainstream. Chad had real talent!
I wish I could've known him or even talked to him on the net. Absolute bummer.
(I hope Randy fucking fries in prison. No punishment could ever amount to what he deserves. Chad had so much to live for.... so many things unfinished.)
I'm in a crusade to spread Chad's music, who's with me?
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[*] posted on 28-4-2009 at 08:16 AM


Well I am speechless! What the heck would cause a brother to kill his own blood?! As much as I hated my sister, and fought with her with thoughts of killing her I never went through it!

Rest in darkness, Chad!




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[*] posted on 29-4-2009 at 03:29 AM


Chad, aka TodesKampf, was a much loved member of GotBlack.
I miss him dearly.
This eulogy, if you can call it that, was wrote by our beautiful Steffie.
I miss her dearly too.
Elizabeth, you can listen to Chad's music here.
http://www.churchofmisanthropy.com/




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[*] posted on 29-4-2009 at 04:33 AM


Tode and I had a love hate relationship, lol. But it was a good one. I miss that guy.

-sighs-

May he rest comfortably and may his words, lyrics, and music and soul never be forgotten ^_^
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[*] posted on 29-4-2009 at 04:34 AM


He shall always be remembered here.
He will always be in our hearts.




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[*] posted on 1-7-2011 at 07:59 PM


....... This i did not know till today... I knew Chad from a diff forum digital darkness way back when. Hes the one who told me about got black. I acctualy came back looking here today to see how everyone was doing and most of all to see if Chad was still on here.... Seems odd now after not being "in the loop" for so many years. Its kinda a shock really. and i feel at a loss for words and in a way outta place cause of how long its been. But some peole just stick in your mind forever I guess. I know ive missed talking with him and everyone else for that matter but now its a missing feeling I dont enjoy
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[*] posted on 2-7-2011 at 12:07 AM


Yea, I miss him so much.
I miss talking to him for hours on AIM.
He was the last person I talked to on AIM.
I loved him.




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